#363

She feels like she has let me down; that I am mad at her. I'm not. I don't get mad...not like I used to, anyway. No. The only things I feel these days are worn out, emotionally drained, and pretty empty with a lot of sorrow mixed in. Worry not. It's not your fault. Never is and never will be. It's not your fault until I say it's your fault... and I won't say it, so sh.