#318

I think I have pissed off my cousin Lara. She had said there was a get together this weekend with a bunch of people and kids (her husband's side of the family), and I jokingly said, "You're leaving our grandmother out of it? Aw." She then said, "Bell family only," and then said she had to continue cleaning and picking up the kids and left the net. No goodbye. That sound like she was mad at all? I don't know. But man, I feel bad. If she's mad because I was joking I'd hate to see what would happen if I wasn't. I hate giving a shit. I should go back to being cold so people can't make me feel bad.