#174 - Quitting

After a few hrs of coughing and being unable to breathe I have decided that it's time to quit smoking for real this time. Emphysema sucks and I am getting signs of it and drowning for air in the air is not a pleasant way to die. I still can't breathe very well. So, I am quitting this shit for good. I can't fail this time because I'm going to die soon at this rate (I can feel it in my inability to breathe) if I don't quit now. I've been too heavy of a smoker for many years and yeah...it's not looking good. This is Day 1. But it may be too late.