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Gate To Heavens (game site), an mmoRPG that's currently in Open Beta, has been lagged to shit lately. It's kind of annoying because it's a great game and it's pretty much unplayable right now. The graphics aren't the best but it's all about the gameplay. Well, at least Knight Online (game site) runs well. Once again its graphics are kind of dated, but still fun to play. I am exhausted once more. I realize that I am still dealing with a bad case of depression because whenever I sleep I don't wake up feeling rested, and that is one of the many warning signs. To be honest I feel like crap and that's putting it lightly. When I get my books in the mail I'm sure it'll give me something to keep my mind preoccupied. Might help a little...but these things don't get fixed so easily. I wish I could take something like OxyContin (a.k.a. "Oxycotton"). It's a narcotic (pain killer), which has the side effect of a false sense of wellbeing, which is what people mostly take it for, but that's okay because it would be an upgrade to what I feel. I wonder if you can even get it up here. I'll have to talk to my doctor about that. I just completed a very good depression test. Go to The Depression Center and fill out the form for yourself. When you are finished it will compile a letter that discusses all of your symtoms that you can then print and hand over to your physician. Looks very handy and would help the doctors to understand your case better. As for me...let's just say the result was extremely bad. Anyway, give me that Oxycotton!